Our final final exams~
May 22, 2007 by lorddeathchin
in less than 2 days, most of us would be facing our final exam’s final papers. i’m sure everyone look forward to this occasion cause i think most of us are relatively tired of studying and this is like the last hurdle for us to be forever free from exams and text books~…hahaha. For Douglas and Wan Nee… hang in there while everyone around you officially start their drama and packing spree. not to mention very ’sympathetic’ frens will drop by once in a while to console you on ur predicament. i know u guys can do it. mind over matter~ AHAHAHHAHAHA.
once our final presentation is over, we will one of the milions to drag ourselves up at 7, arrive to work at 8 (generally speaking… i’m sure we can never always arrive at 
and hopefully pack our bags and leave by 5 or 4.30 by gods willing..hehe. if u work in a certain company in Penang that i heard so often about; then i believe 5pm does not apply to you (don dare to name the company… mana tau can kene sue for defamation…ahaha). i’m not sure bout the rest but i don think i’m ready for the working world yet. the 8 hours of office, jams, pleasing superiors, possibly tons of office politics, always maintaining an arms length with your colleagues, have to mind your words and etc just sounds too much to handle~~
i guess the biggest challenge yet for me is to learn to mind my words and shut my mouth~~ hahaha.. talking too much can be one owns undoing (after years of feedback, i finally accepted that i babble too much… though reluctantly~). not that i have experienced it before of course, just constantly being reminded over and over again by ever realistic parents and House MD series. i wonder how much of it is true… how much of the truth was being exaggerated. Always better to expect the worst i suppose~
Final final exam means work and also means bye bye to ppl we see everyday here. how many will we see often, how many will we continue to keep as frens… feels kinda sad actually when u know u wont be able to keep them all. i guess that’s also part of life huh~
The end of any journey feels so distant,
Only to bemoan that it has ended,
The imagined takes forever to reach,
The path taken seemed only yesterday.
The end of one is the beginning of another,
Life is one filled with battles,
All must be won,
But some inevitably lost.
Hell is when one is undecided,
To stay while the rest rise and fall,
To fear while the rest embraces,
To analyze but never act.
Tomorrow is secondary,
For today is the only certainty,
Take up what you will,
For that is what I was told.
~Enimsil Liwruoy~
